Dawn Scribbles – At Last Autumn Comes

Now at last the curtain falls on summer’s last act, it's benediction bounty, the sovereign wide blue of months past relinquishing it's dominion in this first deluge of autumn pelting down. Rain is bucketing, lashing at windows, a dawn assault, this lovely onslaught filling gutters with rivers of rain, summer's dust and dead leaves sluicing off roof tops and temples and no warning of this wild and sudden invasion.

Down on the waterfront the early Quickcat ferry from Waiheke Island slams through whitecaps, sends spray flying and soaking the brave boys laughing in the bows, grey waves slap-banging against the aluminium hull, easing in carefully while the deckhand disdains the cold sea, balances on nothing much to throw his heavy mooring ropes. Gulls ride the squalls, soar and dip.

Across Karangahape Road and sixteen stories up, construction crews arrive and I watch the Maori boys, tattooed arms bare, orange vests slick and bright-wet in the downpour, strut their warrior stuff, laugh in the rain.

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Down below the early girls weave and totter in the wind, shrieking at each blast of spray, wind gusts turning brollies into kites, inverting, pull them skyward while they hang on, clutch each other giggling their despair.

Cold water, my summer friend, now overnight my foe and in the shower I yell and cringe and ouch till soothing hot smoothes away goose bumps.

Lovely autumn comes and welcome, though I'll miss the long calm days and warm kiss of sun.

– Jogyata.

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Spiritual Master Lifts Elephants

This article was published in the 'India Tribune' – a monthly newspaper that serves the Indian community of New Zealand and Australia – in March 2007.

Sri Chinmoy lifting a baby elephantSeventy-five year old world harmony leader and spiritual teacher Sri Chinmoy last week completed a month long visit to Thailand which featured several unusual displays of strength. Defying age and gravity the Indian born meditation master and longtime advocate of physical fitness hoisted a 785 lb baby elephant on a specially modified calf raise machine.

Sri Chinmoy has been travelling throughout Thailand during the past month with more than 400 members of his international humanitarian and harmony organisation as part of his annual goodwill travels. His calf raise lift was a dramatic show of support for the elephants continued survival and conservation. At another elephant park in subsequent days Sri Chinmoy went on to calf raise a further twelve elephants, nine of them large adults. The last and heaviest lift with mahout atop weighed an enormous 8,622lbs. In previous years the impossibility-challenger lifted 6 times Olympic gold medalist Carl Lewis on the back of a circus elephant in New York, another remarkable strength feat demonstrating the power of the mind and honouring the Olympian.

Sri Chinmoy lifts a second baby elephantSri Chinmoy is a noted advocate of inner concentration and meditation as a way of harnessing the unlimited potential of the human spirit. His extraordinary weightlifting achievements have inspired citizens of all ages and redefined our understanding of human potential. When asked why he performs such superhuman feats he commented, "With my weightlifting, I am trying to inspire and encourage people of all ages to transcend their own limits. With determination we can conquer the age barrier."

Sri Chinmoy's dramatic elephant lifts are also some of the heaviest calf raise achievements ever performed according to longtime Registrar of the British Amateur Weightlifters Association Jim Smith. "What a phenomenal achievement for any human being! The best bodybuilders and lifters in the world cannot come close to Sri Chinmoy's calf raise, and he is more than twice as old as they are!"

In Chiang Mai Sri Chinmoy offered a concert of peaceful music, playing on a dozen instruments from around the world. The world acclaimed maestro has offered over 700 peace concerts in such venues as the Sydney Opera House, Carnegie Hall in New York, Nippon Buddokan in Tokyo, the Royal Albert Hall in London and Auckland's Aotea Centre and Town Hall.

Sri Chinmoy and his students were extremely moved by the loving kindness and hospitality of the Thai people. Sri Chinmoy has composed nine songs about Thailand and it's beloved King.

Sri Chinmoy stands before the elephants he has just lifted
Sri Chinmoy stands before the elephants he has just lifted

    – Jogyata.

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Reflections From The World Harmony Run

Fifty-two kilometres we had covered since daybreak, only eight to go...

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On the road...

It was almost sundown before we could see the sprawl of Wellington city revealing itself through each valley and behind every hillcrest, our final destination for the Auckland to Wellington leg of the 2005 World Harmony Run. The runners were tired. Some lay sleeping in the back of the van while others gazed contently out the window. We had come a long way in the last week. Not only the miles we had run but also the inner progress we had made, the team camaraderie we had built, the message of world harmony we had spread, and the realisation of how significant and powerful the World Harmony Run truly is for the world.

Through small towns, along deserted roads, over bridges and alongside state highways we had run. Every step of the way carrying the torch with the burning flame symbolising our hope and aspiration for a peaceful, more harmonious world. Along the way we visited schools and shared our experiences and encounters with millions of children nationwide. Through the streets of Auckland, Hamilton, Rotorua, Taupo and every quaint little town in between we had left our presence... our message… our hope. No matter where we were or who we met the glowing smiles, friendly toots, encouraging cheers and keen runners joining us had the same openhearted enthusiasm everywhere. I recall the warm smiles of the farmers on the roadside as we ran by. The generosity and kindness of the motel owners who were so delighted to support us by having us to stay and the joyful children running with us carrying the torch.

It makes me realise that given the opportunity, people everywhere, from all walks of life are so eager to open their hearts and contribute in their own way towards peace, harmony and oneness. The human heart is hungry for love. Love between countries, religions, and all people. Why do we have to separate, distinguish and exclude? Every single human being has a heart, which will one day, if not already, open to reveal it’s true essence. This thought gives me hope.

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With the torch...

It was almost sundown before we could see the sprawl of Wellington city revealing itself through each valley and behind every hillcrest, our final destination for the Auckland to Wellington leg of the 2005 World Harmony Run. The light was now dimming. So too was the pace and energy of the runners. It had been a long day. Eight kilometres still to cover. At this stage of the journey it was easy to find myself lost in a daze of recollections of the experience this far. It is difficult to describe how moving it is to be part of a team carrying a message of hope, promise, friendship and goodwill to people far and wide. My mind wanders back to the sparkle in a child’s eye when we tell them they too can contribute to World Harmony simply by being kind to their friends, sharing, helping and loving.

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Prayer for harmony...

I notice the steadily decreasing pace of our fearless runner as I drive behind in the support van. Her gaze downward, her stride becoming more of a shuffle. I look over my shoulder at the rest of the team in the back, sleeping, gazing, lost in a weary daze. This was it! The grand finale of the World Harmony Run for 2005, our swan song. The final bound down the home straight and we were all in need of something to give us new life, inspiration and encouragement. At moments in our lives we all need a helping hand occasionally. I switch on the CD player and Sri Chinmoy's World Harmony Run song starts playing. Although we had listened to this song every day, it is a song one never gets weary of. Each time we sing it, it brings a smile to our faces. It gives us all joy and a feeling of hope. Yet this time, the final time, was unique.

The power and depth in Sri Chinmoy’s voice, the joy and brightness in the tune, the significance of the words. The twinkling of the bells lifted our heads and put the sparkle back in our eyes. The beat of the drum renewed the rhythm in the stride of our runner. The words – “Run, run, run, run, run, run, World Harmony Run. We are the oneness and fullness of tomorrows sun”, almost chant-like, gave us strength. I turned the volume right up. Everyone suddenly sat up and started singing to the music. At the top of our lungs, smiles from ear to ear, heads out the windows singing to the world and to our runner up ahead. Her pace doubled. The torch was once again held high. She looked back at us with a huge smile and gave us a thumbs-up. At a time when she needed it most, when we all needed it, this song gave us new life. Sri Chinmoy wrote this song especially for the World Harmony Run and it definitely has something special about it. It did something to us all that day, deep within, which we will never forget.

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Auckland Joy Weekend

Meditation: Solitary? Secluded? A retreat from the world? A life of austerities, spiritual disciplines and world renunciation? FAR FROM IT!!!

We were all geared up, ready for action. The frizbees, volleyballs and tennis rackets perched out front, running shoes cleaned and swimming gear retrieved from a winter of neglect. Every spare inch of floor space was now taken up by mattresses in houses around Auckland, in preparation for 100 of our friends visiting from Christchurch, Dunedin , Wellington, Taupo and Geelong, Australia. This was the annual and highly anticipated International Joy weekend at the Sri Chinmoy centre in Auckland.

Joy weekends are a frequent occurrence in the Sri Chinmoy Centres. They are treasured times in our busy lives where there is no other purpose than to have 100% pure joy. Spending a weekend with so many other people who also meditate and have an awareness of spirituality , with the same positive and enthusiastic attitude to life, has a profound effect on one’s own aspiration...

Friday night was approaching fast and still many last minute preparations were needed. Our two vegetarian cafés in Auckland owned and run by meditation students of Sri Chinmoy were humming with activity with all hands on deck as they prepared to feed us all delicious meals for the next three days.

Meanwhile, back in the peaceful abode of the meditation centre in K’Rd, singing performances were being rehearsed, instruments tuned and plays practiced in preparation for the evening meditation nights. Ranging from very soulful singing, lively and innovative instrumental performances, Sri Chinmoy's poems being read out to music, to the most hilarious plays having us all in uncontrollable laughter!

During all joy weekends there is a constant buzz of happiness and joy. Sri Chinmoy reminds us that the purpose of joy weekends, along with having joy and receiving inspiration from each other, is to feel young at heart, no matter how old we are. Living in the heart with spontaneity, simplicity and enthusiasm is extremely beneficial to our lives and our personal growth.

The many unique individuals who are students of Sri Chinmoy’s all have so much inspiration to offer. There are some extremely talented musicians, excellent artists, fast and determined runners, soulful and serene meditators and all friendly and genuinely happy people. After every joy weekend I definitely feel a shift in consciousness and an intensified aspiration for progress in my own life…

Well, it had finally arrived. The next three days of fun-filled action. Running, walking, swimming in waterfalls, playing in the surf at Muriwhai, orienteering adventures through sand dunes, bush explorations, frequent meditations in the soul-stirring vistas of nature, delicious meals, laughter, friendship, meditation nights, singing, plays and shared aspiration. But above all, complete and utter joy, a deep contentment for life and an inner happiness and fulfilment growing stronger by the second.

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Avian and Other Experiences

I live in a small annex of our rented Centre building in Auckland – above me a tin roof with a window through which I can see the passing clouds and sky.

Auckland SkyRecently, a noisy and garrulous band of seagulls have been landing every morning around 6am on my roof and creating a tremendous uproar – squabbling, screeching, pecking, clattering. Meditating in close proximity to a bunch of ill-tempered sea birds is not an easy task, but I have been smiling to myself as I remember quite a few other amusing incidents where our powers of concentration have been sorely tested.

Once I booked a room at a gymnasium for a workshop on meditation – an eight hour round trip drive from Auckland to a small North Island town. Shortly after my course began the local basketball team invaded the gym – I was yelling "now breathe in peace" while whistles blew, basketballs slammed against the wall and the thunder of large running feet filled the room. As though that wasn't enough, shortly afterwards a Polynesian drumming troupe arrived next door and a cacophony of drums, relentless and overwhelming, assailed our senses. There we were, twenty adults in a meditation class from hell, while the entire gymnasium vibrated and shook to the sound of Pacific Island drummers and the Taupo Titans basketball game raged all around us.

On another occasion in Wellington, mid way through a guided meditation at a public course the tranquility of our room was suddenly disturbed by what sounded suspiciously like groans and moaning noises from the floor below us. Slowly the groans grew in intensity and volume – a dreadful wailing noise now filled the room. Was a murder taking place? The awful sounds rose in crescendo and now we could hear many voices screaming in unison; like something from the Great Texas Chainsaw Massacre. Abandoning any pretense at meditation, several of us sprang from our chairs and rushed downstairs to help – but there in the offending room we came across the cause of all the noise. It was a Primal Scream therapy workshop.

Shardul once narrated a funny experience of his. In a small New Zealand town he was setting up a hired room prior to an introductory morning workshop. There was a large inconveniently placed piano in one part of the room and he began pushing it to the back of the room. The carpet began to bunch under the wheels and prevent it's further movement so he braced himself then gave a mighty heave. The great colossus slowly tilted over and crashed on it's back onto the ground, with one thunderous and massive chord reverberating around the room. There it lay huge and immovable in the very centre of the small classroom, the sound of that large great discordance still ringing in Shardul's ears.

Unable to move the stricken monster, Shardul placed the chairs around this interesting centrepiece and later gave his class, the overturned piano a bizarre and mesmerising distraction as it lay on it's back amongst the seekers – incongruous as a dead cow. Later with the help of a local rugby team it was reinstated to it's rightful place and the incident was quietly forgotten.

As I remember these things, the gulls are back again, squabbling among themselves and clumsy as puppies up there on my roof.

I feel a poem coming on...

GULLS

GullsThey came again this dawn
an avian rabble, beaked brutes
clambering over my tin roof like a break–in,
clumsy intruders poised
to storm through my skylight window,
banging open seashells
in a fusillade of clatter,
shrieking in querulous dispute
over scraps hauled from the city tip,
plumage soiled by the grime of plunder.
No longer sea–birds, you lot,
but city slickers, glutted on garbage,
forsaking the tedium of oceans
for the bedlam of the county dump
motherlode of scraps,
easy pickings for a street smart gull
idling away the afternoons on my roof,
feathers afluff and dozing in the sun –
lazy as sin,
visiting the coasts only on weekends
shamed by your dumb cousins
the albatross and petrel,
exiles traveling the lonely places
drifting across those endless, empty spaces,
wandering alone the deserts of the seas
on calm, unmoving wings.

– Jogyata.

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Soul Flight

In January, 1992, Sri Chinmoy visited the island of Tenerife. A mist of orange dust hung in the sky and I was told it was fine desert sand from the Sahara, blown across the Atlantic Ocean and this archipelago of volcanic islands by the big seasonal trade winds that roam East-West across the African continent.

Sri Chinmoy on Mt TeideMy journey to Tenerife I well remember for its succession of unscheduled stopovers at odd, mountainous, late night airports where absolutely nobody spoke even a single word of any familiar language. Hours would pass then somebody would hold up a hand written cardboard sign announcing a destination you'd never heard of – an official of sorts would gesture to the gate and you would join the queue, fingers crossed, shuffling forward for another mysterious hop to the next touchdown somewhere in the Canary Islands. I felt like a bewildered anti-hero in a strange novel, lost in some separate unsignposted reality, a contemporary Alice fallen down a rabbit hole.

But arrived eventually. We climbed Mount Teide, or rather drove by car up to the 10,000-foot volcanic crater then hiked the last 2,000 feet or so, up and over an ice cap to the summit. Hardly triumphant conquerors. On the mountain road of switchbacks and steep hauls up, cascades of purple bougainvillea flowered, stands of aromatic mountain pine, small villages and sweeping vistas of sea. Parachutists leapt off the high crater walls and floated serenely down to the ocean, a twenty-minute aerial spectacular, man become soaring eagle.

One evening about midnight I had a rare experience. At functions end I had sat in the hotel lobby for a few minutes and there encountered Sri Chinmoy – he suggested that I go to my hotel room and meditate for a while, an unusual request. And so I went obediently out to my hotel balcony, sat in a wicker chair that overlooked the black expanse of ocean. It was a few minutes past midnight. Two hundred feet below the sea heaved and sighed against the dark volcanic cliffs – above, the universe flared out across indigo sky. Only a few minutes into my contemplation I had a sudden feeling of my soul, a winged bird flying out of the body cage and off into a great void. There was the feeling of a great release, of freedom and exultation and simply through volition I could soar and cover great distances. At first I gripped the sides of the chair in alarm, then gradually let myself go, the beginnings of a rapturous flight in this lovely new world of unhorizoned freedom. For all of an hour there was a great euphoria, free of time, place, self, the burdens of this anxious life.

Sri Chinmoy sprinting in TenerifeThen around 1.00 a.m. my roommate – yes, you know who you are! – returned and mistaking my rare celestial romp for sleep slapped me heartily on the shoulder and ended my flight. Reverie broken, my experience there ended. But I still remember this lovely glimpse that my teacher showed of another dimension where all the human trappings had fallen away and for a blissful while you are only pure spirit, a peaceful soul bird winging the universe in breathless delight.

In Tenerife several of Sri Chinmoy's male disciples worked for days constructing a 100-metre running track where our guru could practice his sprinting. The rocky, uneven volcanic field provided a great challenge and we were reminded of the story of the great 11th century Tibetan yogi Jetsun Milarepa whose guru Marpa Lotsawa asked him to build three successive towers. Marpa found fault with each of the three towers and requested his neophyte disciple to start again, testing his surrender, his egolessness, humility and faith and preparing him for the great challenge of enlightenment. Mindful of this story we enjoyed building the running track and finally our own guru was highly pleased with our efforts – we were all smiles.

When we left Tenerife after two weeks I travelled back down the rabbit hole of mysterious plane rides, the same sense of unreality, irrelevant ticketing, ended up in Majorca for one night, found a room to stay surrounded by fields of onions and cabbages, a soccer pitch. But my meditation experience had left an afterglow of detachment and the running track construction had conferred a little patience. So my strange time in Spain turned out to be quite rewarding – I had won a tiny drop of inner poise and life’s ordeals seemed no longer quite so troubling.

    – Jogyata.

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God the Supreme Runner

I have been looking at my bedroom shrine this morning and giving myself a mark out of ten. A beautiful tall photo of my teacher soars over a miscellany of things beneath – a single white candle, some japa beads personally given out to us all on a Christmas vacation, several favourite unframed photos (curling at the edges), a small picture of myself aged four to remind me to be childlike and not an old grouch.

And then some poignant things as keepsakes too – a yellow lock of hair from a departed precious friend, some of her favourite wild mountain flowers, still honey-fragrant seven years after she picked them – and here a much loved carving of an unknown yogi, sublimely tranquil, otherworldly, perfect in pale yellow stone. Sometimes I hold this against my heart to emulate, to absorb as though through an osmosis of consciousness.

But there's dust, untidiness, signs of neglect, so I award myself a six out of ten. Can do better. Above my shrine the wall is almost hidden with random large photos, a little topsy-turvy and also showing evidence of an untidy mind. Unframed and stapled onto the plaster wall. Room for improvement.

One catches my eye, a group portrait taken at midnight way back in 1987 in Auckland. Twelve runners are lined up under dark trees briefly illumined by the camera flash, a suburban parkland setting. We were attempting to run fifty miles each, our salute to one of Sri Chinmoy's groundbreaking weightlifting records. I remember this night vividly. On the one-mile loop a number of candlelit poems and aphorisms had been placed to counter our fatigue and to provide inspiration, and one in particular was to give me quite an experience. It had been enlarged on white card, a poem from The Outer Running And The Inner Running:

Lord, I am tired.
"Since you are tired, My son,
Even before
Your journey's start,
I shall run for you."

Ungifted as a runner but endowed with a little doggedness, I battled away through the night but at mile thirty-four an old knee injury – along with sundry other aches and complaints – returned and reduced me to a painful shuffle. I had been repeating the poem over and over in my mind for hours, a mantra to concentrate my will, a prayer to break my strong identification with my poor distressed body – then all of a sudden this poem became a reality. Some powerful grace descended, all pain disappeared, I felt filled with light and galloped along at full speed, scarcely able to believe what was happening. For ten or twelve final miles I seemed not to be the runner, the body an instrument of a greater force, I a disembodied observer, tears of joy in my eyes at this extraordinary experience.

Nobody could believe my speed – I seemed to have wings on my feet and rushed around the one-mile loop in a state of exultant disbelief. A great joy filled my heart though I could not understand why such an insignificant person should be granted such an astonishing boon.

Sri Chinmoy often speaks of God as the real Doer – if we can feel that it is He who is experiencing life through us, then we break the strong attachment to our separate self and open the door to these random acts of grace. Spiritual masters have a free access to these worlds of possibility – they are themselves the bridge between them, the conduit through which God's grace constantly flows.

In all of his breathtaking and extraordinary life achievements Sri Chinmoy endlessly demonstrates the boundlessness of life, the power bequeathed through spiritual awakening, and that a life harnessed to the force and grace of spirit and God-love will be exemplary. Hence the foundation principle of self-transcendence in his teachings – there really are no limits to our capacity if we dare to try and have faith.

There is a second lovely verse to this poem, too, reiterating its message:

Lord, I am tired.
"Since you are tired, My son,
Even before
Your journey's start,
I shall sail your dream-boat
And reach for you
Your golden Reality-Shore."

– Jogyata.

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