'Now we know you are an excellent cook'
I first met Guru in the Indian Consulate in 1964 soon after Guru joined the Consulate; however I left the Consulate about 4 months after that but I kept in touch with Guru by phone and whenever I visited New York from Toronto.
I had some interest in cooking but I rarely cooked when I lived with my parents. After I left home at age 19 in search of a job, it became an issue. For most Indians used to their particular home style food, it takes a while to adopt a new cuisine into their daily food regimen. Even after nearly 60 years when I go back to India they serve the same delicious items, although they now accept food from other parts of India also. I had a keen sense of the right taste for the dishes I am familiar with.
In 1972 when some of us went to New York, Guru asked me to cook for the disciples. The estimated number was 55 or so. I had cooked at most for 7 or 8 in our family - never anymore. I had no idea of the quantities needed. With the help two other Toronto disciples we cooked rice, Sambhar and dal Vada. Guru was pleased, although at that time not many disciples knew much about Indian food. Then Guru said: "now we know that you are an excellent cook, you have to start a restaurant".
I very sincerely resisted to take any responsibility to start one. But the other Toronto disciples were a lot more enthusiastic and urged me with their sincere promise of support. I had no confidence in running a business with hired employees.
Even after I found a place, where the landlord allowed me to keep some equipment, it took several months to start the restaurant. When Guru visited Toronto he was accommodated in that building. I showed him the equipment stored in the basement where the restaurant was to open - He gave a special blessing and said you will start this in 3 months. (When I first opened the store it was close to 4 months.)
Two months after I opened, Guru came to Toronto and inaugurated the restaurant on Nov. 22 1974. This was only 3 days after he had started his Jharna Kala painting in Ottawa.
'I will bring you 1000 customers'
Around 2014, a Chinese lady came to eat at our restaurant, the Oneness-Fountain-Heart. Our restaurant was located quite close to Flushing, which has a large Chinese population, but until that time we had not had that many Chinese customers. She came a second and third time and then she said to me: “I like your restaurant, I like your food, I will bring you 1000 customers!” I smiled and thanked her and thought, well let us see how much of this will materialize…
It happened that this lady was part of a Buddhist group in Flushing. She started to bring their friends who were all vegetarians, and then their friends started to bring their friends and so on… The percentage of Chinese customers steadily increased in our restaurant and they were all very friendly and spiritual people. Sometimes I joked with her when she came and said: “Ok, now we are at 365, or yes, we are getting close to 500. I am sure that in the end she brought these 1000 customers and it was simply an amazing experience.
Five or six times we had large parties with them of up to 35 or 40 people. All Chinese Buddhists, sometimes they also brought some monks in their dark red robes. I asked already at the first party if we should sing some of the songs that Sri Chinmoy composed in honour of the Lord Buddha and they enthusiastically agreed. So we brought some extra singers (one time even Paree’s group came) and each time we sang 4-5 Buddha songs and it was a real experience! They were filming, some crying, many with folded hands and for us it was always a very uplifting occasion.
PS. They were also very good eaters (including the monks) and always ordered a lot. Then they shared all the dishes among themselves.
I am your highest consciousness
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The second time, the second day I met Guru, Guru was talking about drugs and the importance of taking a shower and being clean.
About drugs, he said something that to me was not only significant but epic. The words that he said stay etched inside me, scripted forever inside me: “The reason why you are taking drugs is because you are looking for an experience outside of yourself and higher than yourself.”
Now comes the epic part, the Mahabarata part of Guru’s words: “The high that you are looking for is me. I am your highest consciousness.” When I heard those words coming out of Guru’s mouth, I knew exactly what he was saying. I knew what he meant. The goal that I want to achieve, the God that I want to realise and become is my Guru himself. There is no difference between Guru and me except that Guru is fully awakened and I am sleeping. When I wake up I will wake up into him.
That is true for each and every disciple. So we are very lucky. The highest has claimed us as its very own.
Guru always said our path is the path of the Supreme. So see how lucky we are? We have been chosen and selected to walk along the path of the Supreme. Each and every one of us has started already to awaken and discover our highest consciousness, our Guru.
The Question of Questions
My morning awareness
Asks the question of questions:
Who is God?
My evening awareness
Asks the question of questions:
Who is not God?Sri Chinmoy 1
- 1. Ten Thousand Flower-Flames, part 99, #9836, Agni Press, 1983
I see infinitely more than I say
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One time Guru said to me, “I see infinitely more than I say, and I say infinitely less than I see.”
As an example of that, one time in South Africa and another time in Venezuela, the disciples were playing soccer with the local boys. Guru was there for about 20 minutes at the end of the game. He seemed very informal and casual. After the game, the local boys went away and just the disciples came around Guru. I also came close because I was there.
I was astounded because Guru proceeded to talk for about 15 or 20 minutes about how the disciples should play. He spoke about every single boy on the team. To one boy he said, “You need to go more quickly. Don’t hesitate!”
In great detail, Guru was describing what had happened in the game. To each disciple on the team, he gave specific advice on how they could improve. In general, he said that we need to play from our hearts, dynamically, but not aggressively. At the end I was so amazed because he seemed so casual as if he wasn’t watching so carefully, but he had seen every single move. He was so conscious of everything. It was a beautiful thing to watch.
Yesterday
I prayerfully thanked God
For allowing me to watch
His Cosmic Game.
Today
I am tearfully, gratefully
And self-givingly thanking God
For allowing me to participate
In His Cosmic Game.Sri Chinmoy 1
- 1. Command from God the Justice, Whisper from God the Compassion, #19, Agni Press, 1994
Guru's first meeting with Mother Teresa
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We were told Mother Teresa was staying at a church in Rome, very close to the Coliseum. It was near a church but it was a convent. It was so simple. There was no running water or heat, and the nuns lived with such simplicity. Guru was so excited and so delighted.
When Guru got there, Kailash was driving, and I got to be in the car with Guru. There were about 50 disciples who were already there waiting. They wanted us all to gather at the back entrance of the convent. It was quite beautiful. There were beautiful trees and a view of Rome.
The nuns said Mother would be coming very soon to see Guru and that she was so excited to meet Guru. I walked around to the front to see how everything was going. There was a Cardinal with a huge black Cadillac. The Cardinal was very upset and was walking back and forth by his Cadillac very impatiently. Probably he had been waiting for quite a while. Mother had just come back to the convent a little bit before we arrived from the airport. I am sure he was thinking he would see her right away.
What happened was that Mother Teresa did not go to the front to greet him. Instead of seeing the Cardinal who had been waiting for a really long time, she went to the back to greet Guru and all of us. Everyone was very happy.
I will always remember that when she saw Guru, she took Guru’s hand and started massaging Guru’s hand and fingers. She was so affectionate and loving to Guru. She had a private meeting with Guru first, and then a public meeting with all of us.
She went with Guru into her small private meeting room first. She spoke very intimately and sweetly with Guru. Guru said, “At one moment she was my mother of compassion and the next she was my sister of affection.”
She would massage Guru’s hand and would put her hand on Guru’s knee where he had terrible pain. She intuitively felt where Guru had pain and she started massaging his knee. She was telling Guru many stories that are very sacred and also some very secret stories.
Then she came out to be with all of us. She was so happy. She spent about an hour with Guru. It was overwhelming and very sweet.
Later Guru said, “Nobody has understood me like this. Of the most famous people, Mother Teresa has understood my philosophy and my spirituality more than any.”
The moment I come
And stand in Mother Teresa's blessingful presence,
I see nothing but waves of smiles
Flowing from her compassion-flooded eyes.Sri Chinmoy 1
- 1. Mother Teresa: Humanity’s Flower-Heart, Divinity’s Fragrance-Soul, part 1, Agni Press, 1997
Ascending to the higher worlds
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During my father's ascent to the other world, I could not only feel but actually see the inner workings of our Guru from the other world. This is one of many such experiences.
I stepped into my father's hospital room for one last time when he had just passed away. The sun shone gloriously through the large picture window. The clouds and sky formed that beautiful, familiar pattern of rays of sunlight emanating from the clouds that you see in books and paintings signifying God's presence or arrival. The rest of the hospital was cold but the sunlight warmed the room.
My father’s bed was neat and tidy, with the exception of an unraveled hand towel by my father's feet. I ignored it, then looked at my father's face, and the thought flashed for one second through my mind, I wished that his jaw was closed. I came to find out later that after someone leaves the body, as the jaw muscles relax, it is customary for the staff to place a small towel under the person's chin to keep the mouth closed. The towel placed under my father's chin by the hospice nurse had rolled away.
I first prayed to my father's soul, "Just fly! Fly!" I then prayed to Guru, "Please take him to the highest place!" Guru had often told us that he would accompany our parents’ souls to the higher worlds after they left the body.
Over the course of the next hour or so, as I was arranging things, and would occasionally look over, I saw that my father's mouth, on its own, began to close ... then closed completely ... then a slight smile formed ... and eventually it was a full smile! The hospice nurse was in total disbelief! My cousin, who had come to help me, was in shock (and filmed it on her tablet as proof!).
Guru let me know that I did not have to worry. He heard my prayers and he had taken my father to the highest place!
A miracle is nothing other than
The inner light coming to the fore
To increase our faith
In our spiritual life.Sri Chinmoy 1
- 1. Seventy-Seven Thousand Service-Trees, part 16, 15859, Agni Press, 1999
Introducing a Peace Concert for 19,000 people
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Guru asked me to be Master of Ceremonies (MC) for the concert in Montreal, which turned out to be the largest Peace Concert in the world. By that time in my years on the Path, I knew that at least I should bring a necktie and a suit because you never know what Guru might ask you to do.
On the morning of the concert, someone calls me and says, “Guru wants you to be MC tonight.” Oh, wow! MC for a concert of 19,000 people in Montreal! And so, during the morning I try to prepare. What I want to say is: “Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the Concert of a Lifetime!”
All I need to say is Sri Chinmoy will now offer the Concert of a Lifetime. That is what our ads said, and that was one of the things that have made it successful. But I want to deliver my welcome in my best consciousness, so I try to prepare a little speech with the proper intonation and smile and everything else. And then some of my friends are saying, “Oh, you should do this, Utsahi; you should do that. Oh, it's too long; it should be shorter.”
Anyway, so I have all these tensions, but basically I just want to be calm and happy while presenting my Guru to this huge crowd of people. So I am showered and dressed in white and just about ready to go when Prabhakar says, “Utsahi, Guru wants to see you.”
I arrive in a room adjacent to the hall, and Guru is sitting there in his beauty with flowers around him, very poised. And he says, “Utsahi, how are you?” He is the one giving the concert, but he is asking me how I am! Anyway, he says, reassuring me, “Don't worry. Everything will be fine.”
Every day
The Master is His torrential Heaven-blessings,
His Heaven-love
And his Heaven-concern
For his disciples.
Sri Chinmoy 1
- 1. My Christmas-New Year-Vacation Aspiration-Prayers, part 53, #63, Agni Press, 2007
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