Musings
Here are some of my writings first shared on the Sri Chinmoy Inspiration Group.
Bamboo, Butterflies and Buddha : Japanese Journey
Nothing to Declare? : Further Impressions of Japan
A Painting as a Picture of Love
Everything Into Focus - Bird Watching
Camera in hand, I set out for a bike path/swan hunting adventure. The sun was blindingly bright but the air was awfully chilly. As I meditated before heading out, I tried to imagine that my life could be like a tuning fork pitched to the note of God Himself and wondered what adventures that might bring. Would I see swans in this wintry weather? Once on the path I just enjoyed being in the moment and said let's try not to drown the chances of this happening in a sea of expectation.
I took a few photos of some birds standing on the ice which I called birds walking on water. Then over a craggy outcropping of rocks I saw a bunch of different birds and climbed off the path to reach this point for a better look. As a complete amateur, by the time I got out there I made such noise that they all scattered off. No harm. I'll sit on this rock and meditate on the water around me and wait! To my delight, geese arrived pretty noisily and I enjoyed my fill of just sitting and watching them. As I was starting to leave, I noticed that near me there were two people with what looked like fancy cameras on tripods. I certainly had been finding my own instamatic camera inadequate. I struck up a conversation with them and found that they were a father and son come from the neighboring state to bird watch here because apparently this cove is very good for birding.
Next thing I knew, I was looking through some kind of a telescope, learning about Hooded Mergansers, American Wigeon (they squeak instead of quack), Eurasians, red-necked can't remembers, and above all getting the final lowdown on the geese that I had been wondering about. They're wintering here in these coves that are only a stone's throw from my house. I had to pinch myself to make sure I wasn't dreaming as I looked at these magnificent birds through equipment that made it look like they were right in front of me. The Hooded Mergansers have these spiked feathers on the top of their heads that had me shaking my head in amazement. The father was especially excited when telling me about seeing a rare bird from Puerto Rico that spent some time in a Christmas tree farm in Pennsylvania a couple of months ago (blown off course by hurricanes they think).
After they left, I sat back down on the rock listening to the geese talk up a storm, not able to drag myself away. Are geese like swans with a smudge, I asked myself? Then after all that I had already witnessed, two swans swam around the corner of the cove and eventually ended up quite near me. Yes, we talked. No, I didn't bring bread -- for which they definitely scolded me. My camera had long since run out film, which felt oddly appropriate. And the only thing biting was the wind. The advice of a photographer that they do like talking proved more than true. They liked Sri Chinmoy's songs too as far as I can tell. I left there certain I found the right note on the tuning fork. If I'm lucky, I'm a little wiser for having kept the company of so many feathered friends today.
Dividends
Oh dear. Today's project at work is to enter and process a large number of videos that the library recently received as a gift. A family brought them in, along with empty plastic video cases and a rewinder, after finishing the sad chore of clearing out the contents of the house of their now deceased mother.
It was quite a large quantity of items that we decided to keep and enter into the collection. As the cataloger, the lion's share of this somewhat labor-intensive task fell to me. Most of the titles were old familiar classics, some still shrink-wrapped in plastic. The work went more quickly than I first expected and I settled into the flow of it.
Because the little things carry more weight when you're trying to impose order on the chaos of human culture and make it accessible to people, I started to fuss when one video's cardboard cover was slightly tattered and bulging. Bother! How will I fit this one inside the plastic squeeze box that it will circulate in? What is the matter with this video, "Who Framed Roger Rabbit?"
As I slid the videocassette out of the box to barcode and enter it, I saw folded up paper inside the cardboard cover and had the answer to my question. In my hands was a sealed bank envelope! I exclaimed to my nearby co-workers, and the first bill out of the envelope was a hundred. Then two fifties and numerous twenties and a ten. In my hands, I held $430.00. This woman hid money in the video box, and this became one game of hide-and-seek where the hidden item was not found until today by me.
Instantly, I called up my co-worker who had explained to me the circumstances of this gift. It was her day off, but she didn't scold me for calling her. Did she know what family brought these in so we could return the money to them? She explained that she wasn't the actual person to receive the gift at our front desk. She suggested that the next day, all those involved would pool their memories together and see if we could find out to whom we could return the money.
Everyone teased me about how I should have just kept it and not said anything. Since I do have some unpaid debts, I did briefly stare at it somewhat longingly. Of course, my parents instilled in me the basic tenets of right and wrong, and now as an adult I find the highest ethics in my spiritual teacher's life and actions -- a constant and steady example of what values in life reap real dividends. I find it in his self-giving and selfless generosity to people all across the globe. I find it in the many moral lessons in the plays we regularly perform of stories from his teachings and writings. I find it in the lyrics to his songs. I find it in the core of faith I have learned from him that God always provides for us when we want to make progress and become better citizens of the world.
We haven't yet figured out the name of the family that dropped off that gift which was far more valuable than they realized. Therefore the money went to our library's "special gifts" fund to buy library books. On the same day that I found the money, I had a very message from someone that I had been offering my goodwill. Indeed that was one lucky day. And I consider myself luckiest of all to know that there are much richer dividends in life than what can be bought with the contents of that surprise envelope.
Sky Blue

Arabesque jump sky blue inside heaven's hopscotch
Heart intoxication inside the tight fist of love's all-pervading beacon
Laughter fragrance aria inside gossamer gilded wings
See Also:
Puddle Jumping

The crayon box opens for a colour waterfall
Watercolours spill into a puddle of light
No boots no umbrella a heart thunderstorm
More Poems
Minimalism's Grin
A cold drafty drink in simplicity's cup
Line drawings of lace
in green curtains release
Bare murmurs of reach
for the sky heaven's shout
With gossamer tidings
winter's mirth winks
The emptiness zen of trees.
Moonflower

Flora Luna in darkness dreams
Shadow dancer before moonbeams
Perfume beneath the starry night
Blossoms sway dressed in the white moonlight
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