Meditation

Learning meditation has been the most rewarding and beneficial pursuit in my life.

Meditation Figurine

In such a short time and with very little personal effort, I have been so surprised at the effects I have experienced in my practice of meditation. Now it has become a part of my life that feeds my soul, opens my heart and charges me with inner energy and enthusiasm for life.

What makes my heart leap with joy is the intense hunger and yearning I feel to discover the next stage in meditation. The deeper existence that I know is right there, in front of me. And when I do discover it and experience the most amazing feeling of satisfaction and tranquility, my yearning always continues to move deeper and discover more. It is as though I am enjoying the most beautiful surroundings, yet somehow I know there is more beauty to come, profound beauty that I can not imagine, yet constantly long to find.

This, I can only assume is the nature of the ever-transcending beyond.

And this is what makes my heart dance with delight!

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My Favourite Times In Sailing

Alesha Sailing

Thrill and excitement of an ocean ride...

My Favourite Times In Sailing The wind lashes and hurls through the masts Howling a gentle warning to all brave children of the sea. Whitewash waves crash against the harbor wall Standing guard, loyal to the bitter end, in a losing battle. A shiver down my spine reminds me of how small and vulnerable we are When we play with the unforgiving power of the ocean. Like a lion tamer, a single second of disrespect is all it takes. Yet beyond the cautious thoughts of my mind I always feel an eagerness to take on the challenge And surrender to the thrill and excitement of an ocean ride. These are my favourite times in sailing. When the cold bites, the rain pelts and the wind whips But all goes unnoticed in my little world of survival to stay upright. Gasps of breath between salt spray and fatigue When I call upon my outer strength But discover an inner strength. No longer is it a cut-throat battle of competitor versus competitor Often driven by pride and ego. It is now survival Us versus the elements Together we are One Brave children of the sea. - Alesha Thorpe.

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Just Another Brush Stroke

A poem by Alesha Thorpe...

Sri Chinmoy's Jharna Kala Art

Sri Chinmoy's Jharna Kala Art: Kedar Collection II.

Just Another Brush Stroke Travelling along eternity’s path am I Where boundless joy is forever on offer The goal of goals ceaselessly beckons Ever evolving, ever unattainable Yet sleeplessly irresistible. There was a time when I lived Only to reach the Golden Shore Paradise but a distant destination Now I see that my goal surrounds me And heaven is found in every step I take. What a most wonderful play this life is And an incredible miracle the human spirit I never want to reach the end The journey is my wonderland Yet the end is all incentive My heart a magnet towards the goal. How contrary my reasoning is Yet somehow I understand In this masterpiece of God’s creation Just another brush stroke On the canvas of existence I am. - Alesha.

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Topkapi - Istanbul

Topkapi Palace

photo by Sharani

 

While sightseeing in Istanbul, one of my hands-down favorite discoveries was the Topkapi Palace.

 
 

The grounds of the palace complex were quite beautiful. Courtyards and buildings bedecked in decorative tile created stunning walkways. Residence of the Sultans for four hundred years, at its peak thousands of people lived within its walls.

Topkapi Palace Tile

photo by Sharani

I was especially impressed by the treasury section of the vast palace complex. In these halls, I viewed the most extensive and lavish collection of jewels, thrones, Chinese porcelain and jade. There were ornate objects from all corners of the globe - either spoils of war during the Ottoman Empire or gifts to the various Ottoman rulers.

 
Topkapi 1964 film

When I shared with a co-worker about how much I enjoyed the Topkapi Palace, she replied by telling me I should watch the film called Topkapi which was shot on location in Istanbul and at the palace. This film from 42 years ago was a delight to watch on several levels. Firstly, I could ooh and ahh at scenes of Istanbul and the palace that I recognized. Secondly, towards the end of the movie the suspense was riveting. The movie was about an attempt to steal the Sultan's emerald dagger (the emeralds are the size of golf balls).

Real Topkapi Emerald Dagger

Peter Ustinov won an Oscar for best supporting actor (he was truly the highlight of the cast) and the heist details were so compelling for that time that the TV series Mission Impossible was modeled after this movie.

Whether or not you have ever been to Istanbul or the Topkapi Palace, be sure to catch this humorous and suspenseful movie.

Related Links:

More about the film Topkapi

Overview of Topkapi Palace from Bilkent University.

My Turkey Trip Nov/Dec 2006 Photos

 
 
 

 

Having a Spiritual Teacher

When we want to learn a musical instrument we go to a teacher who is accomplished in this field and we take lessons.

If we wish to become a great sports person we find a coach to train us and advise us on our technique. At school and university we learn from the teachers and lecturers who have already attained the knowledge we are seeking. With anything we want to learn in life it is always beneficial and most advisable to learn from a teacher who has travelled the particular road before us and can help us progress rapidly and surely.

Sri Chinmoy

Sri Chinmoy: an inspirational teacher and a life of service.

From centuries gone by, this has also proved true in the spiritual life. When we feel a hunger to dive deep within and discover an existence vast and unlimited. When we are eager to transcend who we are today, get more out of life, and ourselves, and learn to live an aspiring, fulfilling and progressive life it is beneficial to have a spiritual teacher who has travelled the secret ways of life already and can inspire us and guide us to unimaginable heights. There have been many spiritual masters in the world. True, sincere spiritual teachers devote their entire existence to inspiring and serving mankind and the world selflessly.

Sri Chinmoy is one of these people who has an incredibly vast amount of wisdom, inspiration, poise and unconditional love and concern for humanity. He has a deep respect for other spiritual paths and the ancient truths of past great spiritual teachers like The Buddha, The Christ, Lord Krishna and Sri Ramakrishna. He believes that all spiritual paths, teachers, and religions have one underlying seed from which grows the different branches and flowers on the tree of spirituality. There are many different paths up the same mountain, leading to the same goal and Sri Chinmoy is the first to say that his path is certainly not the only way. For those people who feel he can assist them in their search for true happiness and fulfilment, he will gladly and most compassionately take responsibility for their spiritual progress and guide them along their way.

Being born into a very spiritual family, and growing up in an ashram in India, immersed in the ancient teachings and practice of meditation, Sri Chinmoy had some profound inner experiences and realisations at a very young age. Inspired by an inner calling, at the age of thirty-three he moved to America to share some of the eastern light of spirituality with seeking westerners, who seemed hungry for a new purpose and fulfilment in life. Sri Chinmoy now offers an abundance of teachings, inspiration and inner guidance to thousands of people from different nationalities, backgrounds and walks of life who have found something in Sri Chinmoy's living example and realisation of the truth, that they feel can lead them towards their own self-realisation, illumination and inner freedom.

Sri Chinmoy's path and his own life is the full acceptance of life and the world. Living in the world and bringing meditation and the inner reality into our everyday lives. The inner life and the outer life must go together. Gone are the days when realisation is found only in a Himalayan cave, renouncing the world. Spirituality is very normal. We are all spiritual beings at the heart of our essence and meditation is simply a rediscovery of our inner divinity, unlimited potential and boundless inner poise, happiness and delight... which is nothing other than our own soul, our true existence.

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My Life's Adventures

My whole life has been so much fun and I feel very grateful for the opportunities and experiences I have had. Every moment in my life has lead me to where I am right now and there is no other place in the universe I would rather be!

I grew up in Auckland with my Mum, Dad and two brothers. We lived in Saskatoon , Canada for three years when I was two but all I can remember about that was the first time I saw snow. My older brother and I woke up really early one morning to a magical white wonderland out our bedroom window. By the time Mum and Dad woke up a few hours later I was blue in the face, still in my pyjamas, lying in the snow carving angel wings with my arms. And loving it! It was so much fun to have an older brother to share adventures with. He is three years older than I am and we were the best of friends when we were young.

My little brother took seven years to join us on earth, but when he was born I thought all my Christmas' had come at once. It was a miracle! One of my doll's had come alive!! I took him to school to show him to everyone. I read him bedtime stories and patted him to sleep every night. I was so proud of him, but I have to say he was an exceptionally cute little kid and hilariously funny. He wouldn't leave the house without one of his many fancy dress costumes on or his captain's hat.

My Family

Happy times with my family

Our family had a yacht that we would go away on in the school holidays. My grandparents would often accompany us. Poppa taught me how to tie all sorts of knots, and how to find North from the sun. I learnt navigation and how to read a weather map. I loved adventures so my older brother and I would row ashore and find caves and huts. We collected all sorts of strange things that we found and took them back to the boat to create new inventions out of. I always felt seasick on the long voyages so it became my job to be 'captain' for a lot of the sailing. I would sit up on deck with the wind in my face and concentrate on sailing the boat so I didn’t feel sick. Now I think about it, this was actually quite a blessing and was probably the cause of me going further in sailing.

My most favourite memory of these trips was sailing under moonlight on our way to Great Barrier Island. I always liked to sail the boat through the night and let mum and dad have a rest. I would be wrapped up in a blanket sitting on deck with the tiller in hand, watching the sails and the faint outline of land I was heading for on the horizon. The waves lapping against the boat causing a gentle rocking motion. It was so peaceful. I felt as though I was the only one out there, just me and the vast powerful ocean and the beautiful starry sky. The gentle wind always reminded me of a playful little puppy, darting about not really knowing where it was heading. Dad would pop up every now and then from below to check on me, humming quietly to myself. I will always appreciate the trust and respect Dad had in us all, even at such a young age. He always gave us responsibilities and made us feel that we were also very important and could make a difference.

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The Ever-Transcending Goal

For as long as I can remember, competing at the Olympics has been a fairytale-dream of mine...

As far as I could see, way in the distance, glowing on the horizon a Gold medal at the Olympics lay. Nothing beyond this ever entered my mind, but nothing was needed beyond the Olympics because this was the ultimate goal.

When I was 21, the opportunity arose in my sailing career to begin a campaign towards the 2004 Olympics. I still felt like it was a world away and I couldn’t yet see a clear path that would lead me to this world either. However, I focused on smaller goals and on each step of the way – sailing regattas, training, and constantly improving my performance. Without even realising it, my dream was slowly becoming a reality.

Yngling under spinaker

Yngling under spinaker

In 2003 our team (two girls and I) won the trials to represent New Zealand at the pre-Olympic regatta in Athens, Greece. This was held at the Olympic sailing site a year before the Olympics and is a replica of the real Olympic regatta. We had New Zealand uniforms, coaches, weather analysts and the New Zealand flag painted all over our sails. A real medal ceremony was held at the end of the regatta presenting the winners with gold, silver and bronze medals. Competing at this regatta was an amazing experience. It really brought the Olympics to reality for me.

During this time a feeling occurred to me that I had never encountered before. Now that I had travelled so close to my goal and was standing in arms reach of the Olympics, for the first time ever, I began to see beyond it. Beyond the dream that had shone so enticingly on the horizon all my life. Yet all I saw was a huge, empty void. It gave me a very empty feeling inside. For so many years I had been content with my little world of sailing, study, friends and family. The enchanting dream of the Olympics securely encompassed my life and satisfied my ambitions. It was always a goal fulfilling enough for me to happily point my life-boat towards. Now that it was right in front of me, I started to see how finite it was. I guess I was ready for a greater purpose in life.

One year later I was attending Jogyata's meditation classes at the Sri Chinmoy Centre in Auckland. The first thing that distinctly stood out to me was the mention of the 'ever-transcending goal'. The highest reality in meditation - Self-realisation or God-realisation, is always transcending, deeper, higher, increasingly more fulfilling, satisfying, peaceful and blissful. There is no fixed destination to arrive at and wonder ‘Where to from here?’ After hearing this, I knew with meditation I would never have to peer into that gaping empty hole in my life again. I had embarked on a journey that would fulfil me for eternity!

I think the Olympics is an awesome achievement for people in life. I believe goals and ambitions give life it’s fullness and excitement and keep the fragrance of hope alive in humanity. But I guess, at least for me, that without the awareness of our inner reality, our souls purpose on earth, any achievement no matter how great, is going to seem finite and slightly empty. Meditation awakens us to this awareness of a greater purpose in our lives. It lays a solid foundation for us to build our life-castle on. We may go about the same daily activities, have the same goals and ambitions as before, but with meditation in our lives we have a sense of peace, happiness and contentment inside us. Everything else in life can be put into perspective to bring us pure joy, delight, and progress.

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